another day.

[_crackpipe_]

i can't stop.
my life just sucks more and more everyday.
i love him.
i don't want to find someone else.
i don't want to kiss someone else.
i don't want to hang out with someone else.
i don't want to introduce someone else to all of my friends and family.
i don't want to sleep with someone else.
i want keith.
i want my chicken.

i texted him a couple of days ago and asked him if after he was done with alone time if he would be my chicken again.

he never said anything back.

question answered.

i had a dream the night before that i went on myspace and everything on keith's myspace was changed and there was another album with a new girl.
then i woke up.
but the feeling didn't go away when i woke up.
and then i cried.

:(

fucked.

i'm completely ruined.
and even after making me feel this way...

i only want you.
and i love you so much. still.
:(

i only want you.