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Basics
whats your name?: Ashley Nicole Beckley
what do people call you?: Ashley or any kind of cheap insult.
where you named after anything?: My middle name is nicole becuase i was supposed to be born on christmas day but i was born on dec 1st. it's Nicole for St. Nicolas
if you were born the opposite sex what would your name be?: Justin
do people spell/say your name wrong?: There are many ways to spell ashley.
if you could change your name what would you change it to?: I like Steve or Joe. or as Jordan would call me JoseF
gender?: owner of a vagina
birthday?: 12-1-1987
age?: 18
age you act?: you tell me?
age you want to be?: 14
height?: 5`6
eye color?: if you look at my eyes from left to right my left eye goes from dark blue to like a lighter green in the right side of the right eye.
happy with it?: I guess?
natural hair color?: Dishwater blonde
happy with it? fuck no, it's ugly
if not do you dye it?: yes i'm into a dark color right now.
righty or lefty?: righty
family?: on my dad's side they're all semi-richies that are stuck up and judge the shit out of me, and my mom's side if full of alcoholics and drug addics or they're just fucking plain out of their minds. not to mention my mother herself.
pets?: i have 2 kitties a fat tabby named tigger and a little tiny tourtise shell calico year old kitten that won't grow named Videl
peircings?: i used to have my lip and nipples and my nose pierced and my ears pierced all over but all i got is a couple in my ears and my tounge and of course the bellybutton.
tatoos?: yes, i have 3. hopefully going on more.
love and stuff
single?: NOPE
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?: My boyfriend Anthony (lovely i might add)
are you in love?: Indeed very much in love
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?: yes, this is my 4th time now i guess?
do you believe in love at first sight?: HAHAHAHA NO?
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?: Yes, i believe so.
do you want to get married?: Eventually.
do you want to have kids?: in the FAR future, i'm only 18
how many?: 2 MABYE
do you believe in divorce?: if it's necessary then okay, but it always sucks.
do you belive in true love?: Yes, yes i do
do you consider love a mistake?: well, it does hurt like hell. but on the other hand when you got it good you're on top of the world.
turn-ons?: YOU
turns-offs?: cottage cheese legs and chicks with dicks i guess. Stinky Breath
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?: i guess
what is best about the opposite sex?: i love stong MAN bodies. lol
what is worst about the oppisite sex?: They will most of the time fuck anything with a vagina (from my expierence)
are you a virgin?: nope.
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?: actually, i've never had sex unless i was in love with the person.
how far have you gone?: how far have YOU gone?
how many people have you had sex with?: 4
do other people consider you a slut?: Definatley not. Do you know who is a slut? Jessica Scales.
right at this moment...
where are you?: lance & kellys living room.
what can you see out your window?: a house really close, what i can i say, it's the east-side.
are you listening to music?: somebodys listening to some crap on the 360
are you lonely or tired?: I have really bad cottonmouth.
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling: cottonmouth hungry groggy high bored?
are you talking to anyone online? if so who?: i was... but not now
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?: i really don't like the phone that much.
what are you wearing?: converse with sharpie on them that kevin hale signed years ago, ripped-up jeans, and a micheal jackson shirt from 1984 when he is still black and not a sick pervert.
what are you doing?: what the fuck do you think i'm doing?
whats on your mousepad?: for reference this is not my computer, but spongebob squarepants. for my comp i use a Max payne mouse pad.
friends
how many true friends do you have?: it is very hard to find a true, true friend. i learned that lesson when my best friend fucked my EXboyfriend.
are you a loner?: i used to be sometimes
who is your best friend?: wes was one of my best friends but he like avoids outside contact now. i guess my boyfriend anthony is my best friend.
oldest?: i've known jordan the longest, since pre school. and barry too i've known him since 5th grade.
newest?: i don't know. YOU?
shyest?: i don't really have shy friends
loudest?: Anthony (boyfriend)
smartest?: Jordan is pretty inteligent, so is sam, matt, allison, Lance, justin, i could keep going
ditziest?: i hate ditzy people
funniest?: that is a hard choice. i guess barry gamel makes me laugh alot. but all of my friends are hilarious.
who is the best listener?: nobody wants to hear my bullshit.
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?: it depends, right now i'd rather not be in a group, people piss me off.
who do you wish you were closer to?: mostly all of them.
who knows the most about you?: alot of them know alot about me.
who knows the least about you?: the newer group of people i've been chillin with the past year.
who do you trust the most?: trust is overrated
the least?: like i said.
who do you fight with the most?: me and matt have fought alot, sam and i too.
who do you talk to online the most?: jordan, sam, matt clark, and kevin hale
who do you talk to on the phone the most?: anthony
do you trust others easily?: FUCK NO
name one who's arms you feel safe in: Anthony's
who house were you at last?: Anthony's
who's your second family?: my group of friends.
who lives the farthest away?: Derek
do you....
smoke?: The green not the brown DOSEN'T almost everyone in flint do that?
drink alcohol?: Indeed
do drugs?: i dapple but i never have done COKE or crack, just to specify.
pray?: heh no
go to church?: organized religion is overrated in my opinion.
sleep with stuffed animals?: at my house, sometimes.
take walks in the rain?: when it's warm enough out.
dance in the rain?: NO dancing. unless i'm drunk
do any sports? if so which ones?: i love to rollerblade, and i used to play hockey alot.
sleep around?: NOPE
lie a lot?: i hate liars and fake people so what do you think?
steal?: only from corporations
gamble?: yes, for fun.
have you ever....
kissed a stranger?: Nope.
slept with a stranger?: Never.
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?: yes, but i hate being dizzy.
screamed so much you lost your voice?: Last time i got into an argument.
laughed so much it was painful?: Oh yes! i love that.
cried so much it was painful?: i've cried so much i was gasping for air and i couldn't breathe holding my chest, and my head was pounding.
gone skinny dipping?: yes, in lake michigan. in the UP
played strip poker?: Yes a couple times
had a medical emergency?: yes, i broke my arm once, broke out my tooth once, have appendicitis, and almost internally bled when i came cown on a bike handlebar.
ran away from home?: couple of times
done something extremely unexpected?: i do so much that is unexpected that people expect the unexpected from me.
slept outside?: yes a bunch, i love to camp.
been onstage?: yes
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear?: Being forgotton after death, Heights, Butterflys, seaweed, being buried alive
what was your weirdest dream?: one time i dreampt i had sex with brendan becker
scariest dream?: running away from somebody with a rocket launcher and i can't run. I had a dream my dad peeled off my cat's skin and gutted it. Dreams that you lose the ones you love always suck.
do you have a reoccuring dream?: Lately i keep having dreams about being in my trailer in the trailer park i grew up in with my old friends, but in the dream instead of being farmilar and nice it was unfarmilar and scary.
what was your best dream?: i have orgasms in my sleep sometimes when i dream about masturbating. i know, it's weird,
what IS your dream?: i've always wanted to be a model. but a dream i can achieve is beating jessica scales's ass.
do you live in the moment?: yes, and it sucks.
whats your greatest strength?: arguing
whats your greatest weakness?: food
do you have a motto you live by?: fuck a motto
if your life were a movie what would it be called?: Wasted time and hurtful things
do you have any bad habits?: yes, i pick my nails ALOT
do you have any secrets?: A couple GOOD ones
are you fake?: Not at all. i hate fake people
what do you want to do in life?: to not be sucked into the lame middle-class lifestyle that most people from flint are doomed with.
are you a daredevil?: Depends
you keep a journal/diary? livejournal and a book of my writings.
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?: i would have not fucked off in high school
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?: i'd prolly annoy me
do you think your a good person?: yes, i have a very very good kind sensitive heart, and if you can't see that then BURN IN HELL!!!
do you think your emotionally strong?: after i lost my recent boyfriend to my best friend, i think that has strengthened me a bit.
do you regret anything?:so far?: all i have to say is i miss my childhood.
what do you like most about you body?: i like my eyes, and my ass
least?: i hate my boobs. i want small boobs.
are you trust worthy?: Yes, i have never fucked anyone over.
are you gullible?: not really anymore.
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whats your name?: Ashley Nicole Beckley
what do people call you?: Ashley or any kind of cheap insult.
where you named after anything?: My middle name is nicole becuase i was supposed to be born on christmas day but i was born on dec 1st. it's Nicole for St. Nicolas
if you were born the opposite sex what would your name be?: Justin
do people spell/say your name wrong?: There are many ways to spell ashley.
if you could change your name what would you change it to?: I like Steve or Joe. or as Jordan would call me JoseF
gender?: owner of a vagina
birthday?: 12-1-1987
age?: 18
age you act?: you tell me?
age you want to be?: 14
height?: 5`6
eye color?: if you look at my eyes from left to right my left eye goes from dark blue to like a lighter green in the right side of the right eye.
happy with it?: I guess?
natural hair color?: Dishwater blonde
happy with it? fuck no, it's ugly
if not do you dye it?: yes i'm into a dark color right now.
righty or lefty?: righty
family?: on my dad's side they're all semi-richies that are stuck up and judge the shit out of me, and my mom's side if full of alcoholics and drug addics or they're just fucking plain out of their minds. not to mention my mother herself.
pets?: i have 2 kitties a fat tabby named tigger and a little tiny tourtise shell calico year old kitten that won't grow named Videl
peircings?: i used to have my lip and nipples and my nose pierced and my ears pierced all over but all i got is a couple in my ears and my tounge and of course the bellybutton.
tatoos?: yes, i have 3. hopefully going on more.
love and stuff
single?: NOPE
who are you with, or who do you want to be with?: My boyfriend Anthony (lovely i might add)
are you in love?: Indeed very much in love
have you ever been in love, if so how many times?: yes, this is my 4th time now i guess?
do you believe in love at first sight?: HAHAHAHA NO?
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever?: Yes, i believe so.
do you want to get married?: Eventually.
do you want to have kids?: in the FAR future, i'm only 18
how many?: 2 MABYE
do you believe in divorce?: if it's necessary then okay, but it always sucks.
do you belive in true love?: Yes, yes i do
do you consider love a mistake?: well, it does hurt like hell. but on the other hand when you got it good you're on top of the world.
turn-ons?: YOU
turns-offs?: cottage cheese legs and chicks with dicks i guess. Stinky Breath
do you think the oppisite sex finds you attractive?: i guess
what is best about the opposite sex?: i love stong MAN bodies. lol
what is worst about the oppisite sex?: They will most of the time fuck anything with a vagina (from my expierence)
are you a virgin?: nope.
do you belive you should be in love to have sex?: actually, i've never had sex unless i was in love with the person.
how far have you gone?: how far have YOU gone?
how many people have you had sex with?: 4
do other people consider you a slut?: Definatley not. Do you know who is a slut? Jessica Scales.
right at this moment...
where are you?: lance & kellys living room.
what can you see out your window?: a house really close, what i can i say, it's the east-side.
are you listening to music?: somebodys listening to some crap on the 360
are you lonely or tired?: I have really bad cottonmouth.
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling: cottonmouth hungry groggy high bored?
are you talking to anyone online? if so who?: i was... but not now
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who?: i really don't like the phone that much.
what are you wearing?: converse with sharpie on them that kevin hale signed years ago, ripped-up jeans, and a micheal jackson shirt from 1984 when he is still black and not a sick pervert.
what are you doing?: what the fuck do you think i'm doing?
whats on your mousepad?: for reference this is not my computer, but spongebob squarepants. for my comp i use a Max payne mouse pad.
friends
how many true friends do you have?: it is very hard to find a true, true friend. i learned that lesson when my best friend fucked my EXboyfriend.
are you a loner?: i used to be sometimes
who is your best friend?: wes was one of my best friends but he like avoids outside contact now. i guess my boyfriend anthony is my best friend.
oldest?: i've known jordan the longest, since pre school. and barry too i've known him since 5th grade.
newest?: i don't know. YOU?
shyest?: i don't really have shy friends
loudest?: Anthony (boyfriend)
smartest?: Jordan is pretty inteligent, so is sam, matt, allison, Lance, justin, i could keep going
ditziest?: i hate ditzy people
funniest?: that is a hard choice. i guess barry gamel makes me laugh alot. but all of my friends are hilarious.
who is the best listener?: nobody wants to hear my bullshit.
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends?: it depends, right now i'd rather not be in a group, people piss me off.
who do you wish you were closer to?: mostly all of them.
who knows the most about you?: alot of them know alot about me.
who knows the least about you?: the newer group of people i've been chillin with the past year.
who do you trust the most?: trust is overrated
the least?: like i said.
who do you fight with the most?: me and matt have fought alot, sam and i too.
who do you talk to online the most?: jordan, sam, matt clark, and kevin hale
who do you talk to on the phone the most?: anthony
do you trust others easily?: FUCK NO
name one who's arms you feel safe in: Anthony's
who house were you at last?: Anthony's
who's your second family?: my group of friends.
who lives the farthest away?: Derek
do you....
smoke?: The green not the brown DOSEN'T almost everyone in flint do that?
drink alcohol?: Indeed
do drugs?: i dapple but i never have done COKE or crack, just to specify.
pray?: heh no
go to church?: organized religion is overrated in my opinion.
sleep with stuffed animals?: at my house, sometimes.
take walks in the rain?: when it's warm enough out.
dance in the rain?: NO dancing. unless i'm drunk
do any sports? if so which ones?: i love to rollerblade, and i used to play hockey alot.
sleep around?: NOPE
lie a lot?: i hate liars and fake people so what do you think?
steal?: only from corporations
gamble?: yes, for fun.
have you ever....
kissed a stranger?: Nope.
slept with a stranger?: Never.
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk?: yes, but i hate being dizzy.
screamed so much you lost your voice?: Last time i got into an argument.
laughed so much it was painful?: Oh yes! i love that.
cried so much it was painful?: i've cried so much i was gasping for air and i couldn't breathe holding my chest, and my head was pounding.
gone skinny dipping?: yes, in lake michigan. in the UP
played strip poker?: Yes a couple times
had a medical emergency?: yes, i broke my arm once, broke out my tooth once, have appendicitis, and almost internally bled when i came cown on a bike handlebar.
ran away from home?: couple of times
done something extremely unexpected?: i do so much that is unexpected that people expect the unexpected from me.
slept outside?: yes a bunch, i love to camp.
been onstage?: yes
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear?: Being forgotton after death, Heights, Butterflys, seaweed, being buried alive
what was your weirdest dream?: one time i dreampt i had sex with brendan becker
scariest dream?: running away from somebody with a rocket launcher and i can't run. I had a dream my dad peeled off my cat's skin and gutted it. Dreams that you lose the ones you love always suck.
do you have a reoccuring dream?: Lately i keep having dreams about being in my trailer in the trailer park i grew up in with my old friends, but in the dream instead of being farmilar and nice it was unfarmilar and scary.
what was your best dream?: i have orgasms in my sleep sometimes when i dream about masturbating. i know, it's weird,
what IS your dream?: i've always wanted to be a model. but a dream i can achieve is beating jessica scales's ass.
do you live in the moment?: yes, and it sucks.
whats your greatest strength?: arguing
whats your greatest weakness?: food
do you have a motto you live by?: fuck a motto
if your life were a movie what would it be called?: Wasted time and hurtful things
do you have any bad habits?: yes, i pick my nails ALOT
do you have any secrets?: A couple GOOD ones
are you fake?: Not at all. i hate fake people
what do you want to do in life?: to not be sucked into the lame middle-class lifestyle that most people from flint are doomed with.
are you a daredevil?: Depends
you keep a journal/diary? livejournal and a book of my writings.
if you could change one thing about you would you? what would it be?: i would have not fucked off in high school
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself?: i'd prolly annoy me
do you think your a good person?: yes, i have a very very good kind sensitive heart, and if you can't see that then BURN IN HELL!!!
do you think your emotionally strong?: after i lost my recent boyfriend to my best friend, i think that has strengthened me a bit.
do you regret anything?:so far?: all i have to say is i miss my childhood.
what do you like most about you body?: i like my eyes, and my ass
least?: i hate my boobs. i want small boobs.
are you trust worthy?: Yes, i have never fucked anyone over.
are you gullible?: not really anymore.
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