A Black Hole
My world is spinning 'round and 'round. Fucking shit keeps popping up and i'm like WTF? Its like i'm always the one everyone is leaning on. Why? I give and give and help everyone else. I can't wait till I get my license. I will b able to just get up and go and get away. Go where I want and see who I want.
I made two awsum friends this summer. Tho they will never see this I have already told them so. Working with them makes work worth while, without them, I don't think I would like it nearly as much. The only thing that pisses me off is I am always the first one there but always the last one to leave. Then the fucking bullshit that goes on with the ppl at night. UGH! I can't leave till they decide they actually wanna pay attention and do their damn jobs.
School is gunna start and I hate it and I don't want to around all those ppl but then I worry about wat its gunna b like when its all over. Idk wat I am gunna do. I always thought I would kno. SHIT.
I need to go clean . . . I wanna finish my puzzle. I got started and never finished. :( Awsum picture too. All my ROTC shit is about to start. I am gunna have so much to do. I am so nervous. I just want to do a good job.
Its been such a great summer. I don't want it to b over.
I made two awsum friends this summer. Tho they will never see this I have already told them so. Working with them makes work worth while, without them, I don't think I would like it nearly as much. The only thing that pisses me off is I am always the first one there but always the last one to leave. Then the fucking bullshit that goes on with the ppl at night. UGH! I can't leave till they decide they actually wanna pay attention and do their damn jobs.
School is gunna start and I hate it and I don't want to around all those ppl but then I worry about wat its gunna b like when its all over. Idk wat I am gunna do. I always thought I would kno. SHIT.
I need to go clean . . . I wanna finish my puzzle. I got started and never finished. :( Awsum picture too. All my ROTC shit is about to start. I am gunna have so much to do. I am so nervous. I just want to do a good job.
Its been such a great summer. I don't want it to b over.