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I go back to Bristol tomorrow.
I'm not dreading it...it'll actually be nice to be independent again, but yeeeah, exams...not fun.
Plus I can only handle Laura in small doses, I really can't be bothered to see her/speak to her tomorrow, but chances are she will be in my flat...
I'm gonna probably go insane if the flat is too noisy to study in...I think I'm just gonna go the the library...but it's annoying having to carry all my books there n stuff, n the desks are tiny n I need to spread stuff out when I study.
I'm finding it so hard to study for these...I just go off into daydreams and hours pass where I've done nothing at all.
I'm really nervous about seeing Stefan now...I'm worried I've been really mean to him in the past...like I know I have been for sure...and I hate myself for it, cause the only reason I was like that was cause I cared so much about what other people thaught...Like Mike n stuff...
Hm, I just hope there's no awkward silences...
I really shouldn't download season 3 o.c epps as they air in America...now there's only one left, this Thursday...
I'm really gonna miss it when it's over! I know, I know, I'm a looser, I don't care...the o.c is one of the few things that makes me smile these days.
I hate how I can't download music at uni...I knnnnnnnnow I shouldn't be doing it anyway, but whatever...
Monday morning, hesitate, I can't get out of bed
I'd rather go back to the dreams I'm living in my head
Tuesday evening: pack my bags, I'm heading out the door
I left a box of memories lying on the floor
Ride on, ride till early morning sun
Ride on, like the dawning of the day
It's too late, to let all your feelings show
Go on, til the night is swept away
I'm running from the city lights
I'm running from this empty life
I'm running out of time tonight
I'm screaming out for "Help! Help!"
"Slow down, your moving too fast
Go home, you'll feel better for it
Oh boy, you better stop dreaming
It's all in your head!"
'Cause it's too late now...
Ride on, ride till early morning sun
Ride on, like the morning of the day
It's too late, to let all your feelings show
Go on, til the night is swept away...
Ride on, ride till early morning sun
Ride on, like the morning of the day
It's too late, to let all your feelings show
Ride on, til the night is swept away...
I'm not dreading it...it'll actually be nice to be independent again, but yeeeah, exams...not fun.
Plus I can only handle Laura in small doses, I really can't be bothered to see her/speak to her tomorrow, but chances are she will be in my flat...
I'm gonna probably go insane if the flat is too noisy to study in...I think I'm just gonna go the the library...but it's annoying having to carry all my books there n stuff, n the desks are tiny n I need to spread stuff out when I study.
I'm finding it so hard to study for these...I just go off into daydreams and hours pass where I've done nothing at all.
I'm really nervous about seeing Stefan now...I'm worried I've been really mean to him in the past...like I know I have been for sure...and I hate myself for it, cause the only reason I was like that was cause I cared so much about what other people thaught...Like Mike n stuff...
Hm, I just hope there's no awkward silences...
I really shouldn't download season 3 o.c epps as they air in America...now there's only one left, this Thursday...
I'm really gonna miss it when it's over! I know, I know, I'm a looser, I don't care...the o.c is one of the few things that makes me smile these days.
I hate how I can't download music at uni...I knnnnnnnnow I shouldn't be doing it anyway, but whatever...
Monday morning, hesitate, I can't get out of bed
I'd rather go back to the dreams I'm living in my head
Tuesday evening: pack my bags, I'm heading out the door
I left a box of memories lying on the floor
Ride on, ride till early morning sun
Ride on, like the dawning of the day
It's too late, to let all your feelings show
Go on, til the night is swept away
I'm running from the city lights
I'm running from this empty life
I'm running out of time tonight
I'm screaming out for "Help! Help!"
"Slow down, your moving too fast
Go home, you'll feel better for it
Oh boy, you better stop dreaming
It's all in your head!"
'Cause it's too late now...
Ride on, ride till early morning sun
Ride on, like the morning of the day
It's too late, to let all your feelings show
Go on, til the night is swept away...
Ride on, ride till early morning sun
Ride on, like the morning of the day
It's too late, to let all your feelings show
Ride on, til the night is swept away...