(no subject)
Is it true that too much of a good thing can be bad?
When is enough, enough?
Obviously I'm struggling with some internal conflicts. I'm not sleeping due to anxiety dreams. Last night in my dream, the keys to my apartment didn't work so I couldn't get in. I also got a D on a paper. Last weekend I was having dreams about running. I wasn't fast enough, and I didn't work out enough.
My mind needs to slow down and the only way I know how to make that happen is to accelerate my body. Running is the only time where I'm completely alone with my thoughts, or the only time where I'm not thinking at all. For 45 minutes the other night I starred at an ESPN sign at the gym. I didn't even realize I was running for that long until sweat dripped into my eyeball and caused me to lose focus.
What in the hell is going on?
When is enough, enough?
Obviously I'm struggling with some internal conflicts. I'm not sleeping due to anxiety dreams. Last night in my dream, the keys to my apartment didn't work so I couldn't get in. I also got a D on a paper. Last weekend I was having dreams about running. I wasn't fast enough, and I didn't work out enough.
My mind needs to slow down and the only way I know how to make that happen is to accelerate my body. Running is the only time where I'm completely alone with my thoughts, or the only time where I'm not thinking at all. For 45 minutes the other night I starred at an ESPN sign at the gym. I didn't even realize I was running for that long until sweat dripped into my eyeball and caused me to lose focus.
What in the hell is going on?