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Waking up and have your mind start running instantly isn't a great feeling. Since the Thanksgiving Holiday is tomorrow, I thought I'd join in on the "I'm Thankful" for's:
The Thanksgiving Thankfuls arise a dilemma that I'm facing. There is a man in my life whom I'm completely and utterly in love with. More than he or I will probably ever be able to understand. The thing is, this man is not able to give me what I deserve. Throughout our "relationship", he's shown me what I deserve. He's taught me so many things about myself that have helped me build up my confidence and realize certain things. One of the things that I've realized is that right now [or maybe ever] he cannot be what I need. I need someone who is 100% devoted to me. I don't want to say that he doesn't want to be devoted to me, but because of certain circumstances, he can't be. The dilemma: Do I keep him in my life because he's taught me so many things, and is a great friend? Or, do I let him go and move on with my life? As of this point in my life, I don't think I can be just friends with him. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. No, no, a boulder and a hard place. Ha.
Despite this dilemma that envelopes me, I'm stoked about Thanksgiving tomorrow. If I don't write, Happy Thanksgiving!
- My Job. The kids in my class amaze me every day, and I love watching them grow. Their parents are also very nice and welcoming. [Most of them.]
- My family. They're the people that make me insane, and sometimes keep me from going insane.
- My patience. Patience is a virtue and it's making life that much easier lately.
- My friends. They do so much for me without even knowing it.
- Obama. Do I need to explain this?
The Thanksgiving Thankfuls arise a dilemma that I'm facing. There is a man in my life whom I'm completely and utterly in love with. More than he or I will probably ever be able to understand. The thing is, this man is not able to give me what I deserve. Throughout our "relationship", he's shown me what I deserve. He's taught me so many things about myself that have helped me build up my confidence and realize certain things. One of the things that I've realized is that right now [or maybe ever] he cannot be what I need. I need someone who is 100% devoted to me. I don't want to say that he doesn't want to be devoted to me, but because of certain circumstances, he can't be. The dilemma: Do I keep him in my life because he's taught me so many things, and is a great friend? Or, do I let him go and move on with my life? As of this point in my life, I don't think I can be just friends with him. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place. No, no, a boulder and a hard place. Ha.
Despite this dilemma that envelopes me, I'm stoked about Thanksgiving tomorrow. If I don't write, Happy Thanksgiving!