hold me. like the river jordan.
oh gawd im listening to the theme from free willy like over and over. its embarrasing. but its kind of touching. haha. oh well i havent updated this in YEARS not really but months and im in a bad mood so ill write today. i thought my senior year would be so much fun but its really not going to swell. ive alreadly basically lost one of my greatest friends. its just annoying. i miss morgan a lot. i was on the phone with him one night and we were talking about my situation and he said, " you have to be careful what you wish for." as common as that phrase gets thrown around...its so fucking true. BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR!...i just wanted to move thinking that yeah anywhere is better then PA. true but the people from PA are better then EVERYONE here! ....theres only a few cats i really love here. thats fucking depressing. im now listening to this amazing song called The Blowers Daughter by Damien Rice. its really beautiful. which reminds me..ive lost my bowl and must find it before my parents return from Hawaii. this doesnt have to be a bad year. im in control of how it goes. its only october<--well basically. itll be okay! ....i have faith that everything will just fall into place soon enough. and if it doesnt well then thats okay too. lifes not fucking perfect...and neither are you. im fucking obsessed with maroon 5.