your shady.
so i just got back from what could possibly be the most stressful time at disneyland one could ever have. oh how i hate to be disappointed. everyone says be optimistic but im starting to think that being a pessimist is a much better way to go through life. that way you'll rarely be disappointed. your already a shady mother fucker looking at life like it sucks so when something good does happen your happy. but if something bad happens your not too upset. hmmm just a thought. ugh my head hurts so bad i want to fall asleep but i cant. i hate going to bed too early then waking up in the middle of the night with nothing to do but fiddle around with a stupid online journal. shady. what is going on herE? i need to stop questioning myself. just go for things without even a second guess. im really not in a bad mood at all. and i dont want to be a pessimist. i dont even know where taht came from. so i got my report card and whooah wake up call your a stupid fuck shane. i basically failed all my finals. what could i have expected more? i didnt study for one of them. i left my ipod in the car. shit mother fucker fuck shit. i want to listen to it. im surprised that you've never been told before that you're lovely and your perfect and that somebody wants you. even when your are not new.