dance like a fucking animal.: _cosmicdancer

_cosmicdancer_

dance like a fucking animal.

May 31, 2005 19:50

so yeah school is over in a little over a week. the time as flown by and i have no idea what happend. isnt it weird when you cant remember what happend that year and your judgement for time is all off. like when i think oh i met yadda yadda like 2 weeks ago, when its actually been like two months ago but the time is flying by so fast it feels like it couldnt actually be that long. oh yadda why do i write in this? i make no fucking sense. so i got this job and Hollister at the Fashion Show Mall, but i really dont want to work there. i went there totally faded and they were just such biotchs and although at times i may come off like a stuck up biotchy person, im not at all. and i dont want to work in that envioroment. i got an interview at Banana Republic and i went...they said they'd call by thursday if i got a job..well its tueday and no call. oh those stupid fucks. so me and jexter went to the desert passages today to get applications and hopefully ill get a job there so im not stuck in shit hole Hollister. shut your fucking face uncle fucker <---great song go download it! ahhh this like two weeks in june are going to be fucking amazing. June 18th is the Hot Hot Heat concert which is so rad im so stoked wow ahhh! then June 19th i got to Disneyland with Ashley for aabout a week and then i get home and Amy comes to visit me...ahh bliss and happiness i cant wait. Shifra has been here since last thursday and im having an amazing time with her. shes like my big sister and all i do is laugh with her all the time. its great having her here and i wish she still lived here. its refreshing having someone visit..i like it. even a phone call from an old chum is great. the other night Sam and Chelsea called me! i hit my head on the bed really hard i was so excited. no bump dont worry. ive been smoking like a fucking wolf lately and this summer is going to be like that too. i cant believe im going to be a senior its really weird and kind of surreal and although its not that big of a deal....i dont know just weird to think that im going to be 18 and off to college in just one year, living my life. how bizarre.