she's convinced she could hold back a glacier/ but she couldn't keep Baby alive
Me and Marisa totally woke up at noon and made corn dogs. From scratch. And then "blew through" six popsicles in a row, no double entendre intended. Seriously, whoever invented popsicles was a pedophile.
In other news, Becky apparently is mad at me for talking to Brian about how she was mad at me. Honestly. And she won't talk to me about it, I only found out because Marisa and Leah told me. Maybe if she were to say something, she'd find out that I don't hate her at all and wasn't talking behind her back. In fact, all I was trying to do was get Brittany to overhear me telling Brian that I wasn't mad at Becky. And another thing that pisses me off is that Leah's not helping me out at all... she doesn't want to get involved, which is fine, except I'm not even involved. The least the girl could do is let Becky know that I have never talked about her behind her back. I don't think she realizes that Becky is never going to speak to me again, and that's going to pull me and Leah apart. And when that happens, she'll be sitting around wondering what happened. I feel like it's always me and Marisa against everyone else, and that's because everyone always lumps us together as the same person. Becky didn't even tell her that she broke up with Jeff, and Leah took it upon herself to assume that Marisa and Becky just weren't that close. If that's so, it's because Becky is constantly pushing me and Marisa away... I don't know how to talk to her because I never know what the fuck is going on. It's like she expects me to just be there for her and if I'm not all the time she assumes I hate her, but she won't tell me anything. I would love to be close to her, I really would, but if she doesn't want me to be then she can't act like it's my fault that we don't talk.
In other news, Becky apparently is mad at me for talking to Brian about how she was mad at me. Honestly. And she won't talk to me about it, I only found out because Marisa and Leah told me. Maybe if she were to say something, she'd find out that I don't hate her at all and wasn't talking behind her back. In fact, all I was trying to do was get Brittany to overhear me telling Brian that I wasn't mad at Becky. And another thing that pisses me off is that Leah's not helping me out at all... she doesn't want to get involved, which is fine, except I'm not even involved. The least the girl could do is let Becky know that I have never talked about her behind her back. I don't think she realizes that Becky is never going to speak to me again, and that's going to pull me and Leah apart. And when that happens, she'll be sitting around wondering what happened. I feel like it's always me and Marisa against everyone else, and that's because everyone always lumps us together as the same person. Becky didn't even tell her that she broke up with Jeff, and Leah took it upon herself to assume that Marisa and Becky just weren't that close. If that's so, it's because Becky is constantly pushing me and Marisa away... I don't know how to talk to her because I never know what the fuck is going on. It's like she expects me to just be there for her and if I'm not all the time she assumes I hate her, but she won't tell me anything. I would love to be close to her, I really would, but if she doesn't want me to be then she can't act like it's my fault that we don't talk.