Fed up.

Feb 19, 2005 19:55

Here I am, working my ass off just so I can please the fuckload of people who hate me. I do my schoolwork and I'm nice to everyone and I'm not a whore, but apparently that's not enough. No, because the school's token idiot savant's life is working out great. His brain is so rotted with pot that he can't think straight, he's not attractive in the least, and he's an asshole to boot. Why should he get what he wants? I'm smarter than him, I'm at least more attractive than him, and I try to be nice to everyone.

Thanks a bunch, God. I can really see the whole "everyone gets what they deserve" philosophy working here.

Yeah, I know. I'm acting like a selfish, jealous brat, but I really am sick of being on the bottom. He doesn't deserve anything he has. He didn't work for it. I've been trying ever since those high school doors opened, and everything's gotten steadily worse.

I need to move.
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