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Isn't that what you're doing? Finding your passion and continuing with it? Well what if your passion drives you away from your social development? Dude, I don't know what to do. It's like the more I feel like I am achieving my academic goals and improvements in my art, the more unbearable my life gets socially. I need to find people that understand where I am coming from. I'm super sensitive and I need to be around people that know what I am talking about and also feel it, too. Ugh. I'm getting better but the more I work with it, the more obsessive I become and all I can think about are designs and order and perfection in art. This is good because it makes the final piece turn out pretty successful. But getting out of this mode can be hard for me and I start to bring it into my whole world and it totally consumes me and how I behave. I need to go to bed.