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Jul 11, 2004 19:26

I fucking hate myself right now ( Read more... )

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_confusedyouth July 19 2004, 15:45:30 UTC
Hey..sorry, I didnt even notice this comment until just now. I guess it's kind of too late to talk to you about it at Warped, so I'll just reply here.

The crush thing? No one knows about that. But the thing is, I believed you when you told me, but after all that shit went down, I figured you had just made that story up to get rid of me, or as an excuse not to talk to me. So...was that true?

I was kind of wigging out at the Sum41 show. Tyler went to talk to you, and I felt like a cunt for not going with him and acting nice and shit, but at the same time, I didn't want to go up to you because I was scared of you hating me. I didnt want to go up and start shit, and I also didnt want to see you and start kicking myself and missing you.

When we were at Warped, I hadnt seen this comment. So I felt really akward walking around with you, but I tried my best to act laid-back and normal. I would have apologized to you, but I thought you still hated me, and I didnt really think you wanted to make amends.

Thanks. This comment kind of put me at ease.

Sorry I wrote a novel..

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anomalyx July 19 2004, 16:32:14 UTC
Yeah, it's very much true. Sucks, I know.

I figured as much... so after Tyler and I found you, I just said goodbye to him and went and found Jessie.

I also figured as much for this, too. I was all,"okay, either she really really hates me and decided to ignore my comment OR she just never got to see it yet"

You're welcome, I guess.

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_confusedyouth July 19 2004, 16:41:45 UTC
Okay, then. It was stressing me out trying to decide whether it was bullshit or not.

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anomalyx July 19 2004, 16:43:07 UTC
*shrug* It was stressing me out to even be feeling it in the first place.

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