Oct 08, 2007 03:25
when I cry i feel like im getting so many words out. those are the words that I don't want to tell anybody, just the ground. crying helps.
at this point i don't even know why im crying, but i am really glad nobody is home right now besides rob, and hes sleeping. i like singing sappy songs and crying at the same time. It's not because im not loved, i'm loved so much I could cry.
why am i crying then? the world may never know. i have everything i need, despite what the mold is
im not ready to die.