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hmmm....
1. theres a few other things i should be doing
2. but i thought i would do a list
3. these past two days have been really good!
4. I havent really cared what people think
5. and ive laughed a lot
6. i love laughing
7. and meredith and i werent okay last week
8. and right now shes annoyed with me
9. but yesturday and up until now, we were cool!
10. and i couldnt pay attention in forensics
11. because she and i laughed the whole period
12. she acts annoyed with me way to often..
13. but i dont think ill ever tell her that it bothers me so much
14. Im listening to shake it off
15. that new mariah carey song
16. and its funny but it makes me laugh thats what i have to do with matt... shake him off
17. lol but probably not any time soon
18. he could be such a good thing
19. if he was two completly different people
20. we have such a good time together..
21. he makes me smile
22. but sometimes he makes me really upset
23. what i need to do is exactly what he and i said we were doing...
24. for now its just fun.. no attachments
25. easy, when hes the good matt.. hes pretty amazing... no attachments
26. i like this new kanye west song
27. because i really like ray charles
28. but the movie was really depressing
29. it reminds me of the diner...
30. where i work!
31. and have learned that being jen is okay!
32. it helped me because i went and said i was going to meet new people and be myself..
33. and i made new friends!
34. Jonathan likes me even when im really weird..
35. and when im really myself
36. but i dont know if i could ever really like him that way?
37. i told him i would go out on a date with him..
38. but i was mad at matt when he asked....
39. i have homework i should be doing
40. Im a senior!
41. i cant wait for college...
42. but i dont want to think about applying..
43. or paying
44. i want to go to UT knoxville...
45. or maybe purdue?
46. a big school though for sure
47. im only going to 50
48. bible study tonight..
49. i need it
50. im done