Oct 26, 2005 11:38
I miss my boyfriend oh so much...
guah..its so hard trying to sit here and handle this..
i want him i miss him i NEED him...i love him..
and the baby misses him..he use to sit here and rub my belly and just smile away..and blah..
HOPEFULLY....*crosses fingers* he'll get out in 1 week and 6 days..i pray he does..its breakin my heart more and more...
A DREAM IS A WISH YOU HEART MAKES WHEN YOU ARE SLEEPING..
me and trish watched Cinderella last night..i adore that movie so much..its cute...ahhhh/....
i cant wait to see my baby..and hold him and tell him how much i missed him and how much i love him..and give him those kisses all over his face...;)..
we're so playful...
im gonna get married and it will be so damn great....ahh..cant wait..
my mom is so excited about this baby...even though she wants me and cory to name is some spanish name...which we wont do...she loves the fact im having a baby...shes all giddy..it makes me smile..and his real mom rose is the same way..its so awesome.....
i went to work today for only 1 hour..my stomach was hurting to damn bad..i found out its called.. placenta paveria(sp)...the thing with the baby...basically the placenta isnt growing or having any action..which causes great harm for the baby...ehh..hopefully he/she will be fine...i can find out within the next month what it is...when cory gets out..i want him to be there as well...we both want a baby girl...
i miss you guys so much..it makes me sad...i love you all..