Oct 25, 2005 08:52
So the hurricane is over..didnt do much to us..
i was worried about Cory.He's in Froostproof(south county jail).
and they said it was pretty bad there..and i havent heard from April(his stepmom) to see if hes okay or not.;(..
Last night i was in the Hospital.I was having some freakin severe lower abdominal pains...it hurt like hell..then i was throwing up blood.
i cried so much thinking something had went wrong with the baby.But they did some test and a ultrasound and the baby is fine..more than okay..on the screen you can see it moving around and playing already and he/she is only 3 months and 1 week old...i was kinda surprise didnt know they can move around that early.but obviously they can..whenever the lady pressed down on my lower stomach.(on the machine,theres this laser light and she said the baby is able to see it)..well everytime she pressed down they baby would try and catch the light.i started crying,my mom came in there with me,and it looked like the baby waved to her,she started crying bad..and the baby even played with its feet...im so amazed..i wish cory could have see that:(..he would have loved it...bleh..sucks.
but anyways..they said im having a "HIGH RISK PREGNANCY".that i need to be very careful..the placenta is right by the cervix,and its not suppose to be,its suppose to be growing with the uterus,and its not,i might have to end up getting a C-Section when its time for labor,i didnt want to ..i wanted to have it vaginally natural.no drugs..no nothing...hopefully it turns out alright..and well the throwing up blood they said was from me having morning sickness(which doesnt mean its always in the morning)..i get it everyday,anytime of the dayd sometimes all day...
i saw Brittany Struve up there..couldnt say anything to her..
Today is exactly 2 weeks til cory gets out..(hopefully).
PLease pray,wish and hope for me that he does get out in 2 weeks.please.
yeah i even said pray because im going to Church now,First baptis,chuch at the mall,im going there.What can i say.ive changed and grew up a little.
well i love you guys...later