Mar 07, 2006 23:56
Holy crap, stress much?? I missed the starting of a new unit in math yesterday. Guess what algebra! FUCK YOU RADICALS. CURSE YOU AND YOUR SQUARE ROOT POWERS OF SQUARE ROOTS. I hate being sick. I missed like a zillion notes in history too and did not understand one thing we went over today in class. Shit, I am screwed. I have that huge Patterns Power Poetry Ptest next week and a science test Tuesday, too. I am going to forget to study for both, I know it. I have to do like 5002348343 tons of makeup work from yesterday and then a bunch of work from today. We have to do a fashion show in german and we were supposed to start the script yesterday. GUESS WHAT. MY GROUP DIDNT CAUSE I WASNT THERE. THEY'RE CAPABLE! ROSE KNOWS THE LANGUAGE BETTER THAN I DO. I mean they're good people and all but honestly WHY SIT THERE FOR FIFTY MINUTES DOING GOD DAMN NOTHING?? Well lucky me Jodi let me copy her history notes for the homework due tomorrow or else I would have broke down rather than just the usual spazzy flip out. Even though I did spazzy flip out like half an hour ago. But I'm calm now. My stomach ache is coming back from yesterday... =[
I'm flustered too. But flattered at the same time. I got invited by like 8 different people to do stuff this weekend. It's gonna be hard to fit 8 different groups of people into 4 days, especially when I have to go back to the eye doctor Friday and I was supposed to have plans with Laursey for like 3/4 of those days. And Snowflurry saturday morning until like 5. Well whatever, I guess/hope something will work out.
I could say I hate life right now but I honestly don't. I may suck at it and it may be out to get me~ but I could never hate life. It's too.. lively. Without it I'd be dead. And stuff. I hate the course of events my life happens to take though. Being sick three weekends in a row is not beneficial to my well being and I hope I don't get sick Saturday because of Snowflurry.
Ohhhh inverted world.
Why don't you turn back the right way.
xx