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Aug 23, 2008 23:50

SO im moving really soon. On the 28th actually. Thats next Thursday!
i have not packed anything yet but sure have allot of boxes gathered.
i'm looking forward to this very much.
i know i've been living "on my own" for about a year but this place never felt like "mine."
i had to share it with 5 other people so it was "ours".
which has been SO much fun and i wonder where the time has gone.
BUT im so eager to get out and go and start fresh someplace else and decorate!
i know when i moved here there was talk of having a house warming party that never happened
BUT i really want to do that when i do this move.
i know allot of you (who still read this) are back in antioch but its such a short and sweet hour drive and it will be well worth it.
im getting my drink mixing abilities down and am excited to share them.

i hope this move will be good. allow me to break out of my shell.
its just so hard to make friends here when you dont go to school.
everyone in this town goes to school and allot of them who are my age have been doing so for the last 4 years so they all have "school" friends.

Honestly living here for a year you would think i have allot of friends but...not really.
i have my roommates and jeremy and some other people i know through jeremy but still.
i want MY own friends. someone i can call to go thrift shopping with or get a tea. or to a show.
i need a woman i guess!
I have no girls that i can call. I have girls who are friends, but i dont feel like i can just call them.
i dont know. im weird.

but yea im really excited about my move and any help i can get for the actual move will be greatly appreciated.

ON another note-i have been SO tired today. i slept forever but went out and did some grocery shopping and lunch. than just came home and was so sleepy and have just been watching Lifetime.

I hope to go to sleep soon.
we'll see how that goes.

meh. what a boring hot day.
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