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"cast down by an angel, she used to kiss his weeping eyes.
depressed in her bosom, tears roll off her nipple.
sweet baby, don't cry! (your tears are only alibis.)
to prove you still feel! (you only feel sorry for yourself.)
and that's how you thrive.
your sorrow's your goldmine."
after Chase, i made prayers out of desperation. in response the lord has led me back to amazing people, someone to help guide me back to him, and praying in faith. i have found a wonderful Church to share with amazing people i am starting to believe actually care about me, and i can consider friends. he has assured me that all i need is him to be satisfied and complete, but i struggle with trusting that.
Brandi reminded me of all of my nonbeliever friends. it's so easy to just forget and look past it, but it shouldn't be. it breaks my heart. if there is anyone that wants to talk with me about what i've written or just go to church sometime, i want you to know you're always welcome. what i have found with God and my Lord is beautiful, and i would be ecstatic to share it with anyone willing to have an open mind and heart.
depressed in her bosom, tears roll off her nipple.
sweet baby, don't cry! (your tears are only alibis.)
to prove you still feel! (you only feel sorry for yourself.)
and that's how you thrive.
your sorrow's your goldmine."
after Chase, i made prayers out of desperation. in response the lord has led me back to amazing people, someone to help guide me back to him, and praying in faith. i have found a wonderful Church to share with amazing people i am starting to believe actually care about me, and i can consider friends. he has assured me that all i need is him to be satisfied and complete, but i struggle with trusting that.
Brandi reminded me of all of my nonbeliever friends. it's so easy to just forget and look past it, but it shouldn't be. it breaks my heart. if there is anyone that wants to talk with me about what i've written or just go to church sometime, i want you to know you're always welcome. what i have found with God and my Lord is beautiful, and i would be ecstatic to share it with anyone willing to have an open mind and heart.