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my mother went to dinner and told me that she'd come back afterwards to get my present. i've stayed up waiting for her. it's 12:09 now, and i think she forgot to call.
there doesn't seem like there's much meaning to anything with you gone, and i wish i knew that would go away. i wish i didn't want to send you flowers and candy. i wish i had never laid eyes on you.
Mickey warned me. she said to be careful with those little vegan boys, because they break hearts. but because i don't know what else to say, i'm just going to say i miss being underneath you and feeling your nails move down my wrists. i'm just going to say that i'm torturing myself, but it's not okay this time because you're the only one that ever held me down and kept me from ripping out all of my hair.
it's all set and i'm moving to Oakland in late January. jeffrey has a new place and they're going to need a few new roomates then. he finalized it for me already. after Oakland, i'll probably go back to Michoacan for awhile and try to perfect my spanish. then move back here, to get a receptionist job at one of the salons. and hopefully, if things go as planned, i'll get hit by a car and die on impact.
there doesn't seem like there's much meaning to anything with you gone, and i wish i knew that would go away. i wish i didn't want to send you flowers and candy. i wish i had never laid eyes on you.
Mickey warned me. she said to be careful with those little vegan boys, because they break hearts. but because i don't know what else to say, i'm just going to say i miss being underneath you and feeling your nails move down my wrists. i'm just going to say that i'm torturing myself, but it's not okay this time because you're the only one that ever held me down and kept me from ripping out all of my hair.
it's all set and i'm moving to Oakland in late January. jeffrey has a new place and they're going to need a few new roomates then. he finalized it for me already. after Oakland, i'll probably go back to Michoacan for awhile and try to perfect my spanish. then move back here, to get a receptionist job at one of the salons. and hopefully, if things go as planned, i'll get hit by a car and die on impact.