Aug 20, 2004 23:53
i didn't even go inside, just sat on my driveway and held my legs. i wish i could play the guitar, but i guess i wish i could even sing. i'd sing lot's of songs for you. lot's of your favorites.
i really am trying to drill it into my own head that i may have a million bad qualities, but that does not make me a bad person. believing it this just the next step. also, people think they know me and chase, but they have no idea what they're talking about and that should put them in more pain than me. oh yeah, and i need to learn how to love myself or i will self destruct when a man isn't around to do it for me.