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who knoes where to begin. lets try thursday when i got off the bus and was about to go see my grandpa but i called my cousin to find out he passed away. i went right on my bike and rushed there crying...as soon as i got there everyone was there but i just ran into his room and sat there crying. it was so bad i cant even explain it. i miss him alot and now that hes gone i regret a lot too . neways me nd my cousin watched them come and take him away and all of that stuff and then i went out to eat with jord erin nd jords mom to try and get my mind off of some things i guess it worked...then me and erin went home after wards and went to sleep in the basement...then um friday didnt go to school. cause i was upset and not in the mood. i wound up going to the mall with heather and sleepin at her house. it was ok we didnt do nething went to sleep at like 9 30 cause we were depressed and tired. then before that i found out someone else im related too passed away. it all sucks . she caused an accident . i dont rele knoe her that well i only met her a couple of times but still why does this have to happen to me.. ill never knoe. so yeah i missed the dance who cares.. i dont family comes first. well thats about it.. i wont be updatin for a few days cause tomorroe is the viewing =[ and then monday he gets burried and i dont knoe if im going to school tuesday. so kbye COMMENT!

<3 cole

RIP grandpa 2.3.05 at 1:08 <333