RIP Brad Nowell
well Since last entry I've been on and off upset/weird, from the whole situation. Alot of people ask me "why are you so worried u both knwo your getting back together" umm maybe because nothing will be the same... it will either get better or worse... but it will never be the same.
Im growing more intollerant and ive been really edgy lately... its not me and im mad that im getting like that.I apologize in advance if i seem bitchie.
I also realize that every time we talk it feels very distant. why musti do this to myself..
i read an entry from his xanga from the 3rd... it was increadably upsetting because it said
" I still love kira as much as ever....I finally knwo what im doing with my life"
aparently that is not the case..
Any way for the Good News Im hopefully going to see my joshua this weekened which is much anticipated as it is over due... I LOVE AND MISS JOSH So0o0o Much!
Im growing more intollerant and ive been really edgy lately... its not me and im mad that im getting like that.I apologize in advance if i seem bitchie.
I also realize that every time we talk it feels very distant. why musti do this to myself..
i read an entry from his xanga from the 3rd... it was increadably upsetting because it said
" I still love kira as much as ever....I finally knwo what im doing with my life"
aparently that is not the case..
Any way for the Good News Im hopefully going to see my joshua this weekened which is much anticipated as it is over due... I LOVE AND MISS JOSH So0o0o Much!