omg...this is killing me beyond words
my whole body is shaking.
My mind is caving in swallowing itself up over and over again as my heart shatters..
This is the worst night at college by far.
Tears are welling in my eyes.
FUCKING PAT.
FUCKING PATTT
He always comes into my room and we sleep peacefully together like lil babies snuggling together...
FUCKK
And now..all night he's been cracking onto that girl again.
FUCKINg hLELLL
just then he came into my room and i sed go away im busy..he shoved his head in the door to see if anyone was there, i sed go away. He went fine then walked off and slammed his door. I think he's alone, but then i walk to his door about to knock and say sorry and i hear that fucking scrut talking
hhehehe oh pat hehehehe
FUCKING HELLLLLLLL
i knock on the door..HES LIKE FUCK OFF! then locks it
omg what a fuck whit OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO FUCKING CUT
I CANT EXPRESS HOW CUT I AM
For the past 8 nights pat has been sleeping in my room. OK we have hugged and i have grown so fucking attatched to the bastard. Its a chemical thing i swear..u get used to someones chemicals being around u all the time and u crave them like hell when they don't snuggle with you.
So it looks like im sleeping alone tonight and right down the hall is that fuckwit of a bimbo with the fattest chattest nockers sleeping with the guy im inlove with.
Honestly it feels like a massive sickle is grating on the back of my spine. I FUCKING DUMPED TERRENCE for pat..and pat kept saying to me im not boyfriend material. Yeah sweet i understand but fuck. right infront of my face snuggling with that fucker! THEN TAKING HER INTO HIS ROOM AND NOT EVEN GIVING ME THE FUCKING LIGHT OF DAY omg im breaking down...i wont be able to sleep
this is hell living hell.
i want to pass out be swallowed by this floor, be squished into a flat paste and swept into a solo bin where i can decompose peacefully and not feel this throbbing pain. Honestly, feeling this way is just as painful as having a really bad toothache..how can i explain this its worse, worse than a toothache its Killling me literally killing me. I have to do something i cant handle this anymore
my god i want to die.
My mind is caving in swallowing itself up over and over again as my heart shatters..
This is the worst night at college by far.
Tears are welling in my eyes.
FUCKING PAT.
FUCKING PATTT
He always comes into my room and we sleep peacefully together like lil babies snuggling together...
FUCKK
And now..all night he's been cracking onto that girl again.
FUCKINg hLELLL
just then he came into my room and i sed go away im busy..he shoved his head in the door to see if anyone was there, i sed go away. He went fine then walked off and slammed his door. I think he's alone, but then i walk to his door about to knock and say sorry and i hear that fucking scrut talking
hhehehe oh pat hehehehe
FUCKING HELLLLLLLL
i knock on the door..HES LIKE FUCK OFF! then locks it
omg what a fuck whit OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO FUCKING CUT
I CANT EXPRESS HOW CUT I AM
For the past 8 nights pat has been sleeping in my room. OK we have hugged and i have grown so fucking attatched to the bastard. Its a chemical thing i swear..u get used to someones chemicals being around u all the time and u crave them like hell when they don't snuggle with you.
So it looks like im sleeping alone tonight and right down the hall is that fuckwit of a bimbo with the fattest chattest nockers sleeping with the guy im inlove with.
Honestly it feels like a massive sickle is grating on the back of my spine. I FUCKING DUMPED TERRENCE for pat..and pat kept saying to me im not boyfriend material. Yeah sweet i understand but fuck. right infront of my face snuggling with that fucker! THEN TAKING HER INTO HIS ROOM AND NOT EVEN GIVING ME THE FUCKING LIGHT OF DAY omg im breaking down...i wont be able to sleep
this is hell living hell.
i want to pass out be swallowed by this floor, be squished into a flat paste and swept into a solo bin where i can decompose peacefully and not feel this throbbing pain. Honestly, feeling this way is just as painful as having a really bad toothache..how can i explain this its worse, worse than a toothache its Killling me literally killing me. I have to do something i cant handle this anymore
my god i want to die.