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iv been so fuckign pissed off lately
so me and alex broke up for a week then got back togetehr on sunday then monday he dumps me! well fuck it i blocked him and i hope her has a good fucking life and alex if yer reading this you pushed me out dont expect me to walk back in - and dont go telling shari that i said shit about her becuz you bashed her and i hope you find a girl
thats more mature than i am and who likes to be serious and not joke aorund like i do all the time maybe a girl who knows how to be proper when you take them out instead of me who played around with the salt
and ice cubes and a girl who is just so fuckign perfect you couldnt ask for anything else
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this fuckign week is horrible but thank god i have no fuckign school thursday or friday and this weekend im hanigng out with alex and zac were gunna hang out in cemeteries and such
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so today im trying to get back to my regular without alex (my ex) its hard yea fuckign hard as hell since verything weve been through the hardest part was blocking him knowing that i probably will never speak to him again
well he moves on quickly i know he will with me
then i fucking come home to hear my fuckign mom tell me i have a fuckign therapist
my fuckign therapist is a stupid mother fucking cunt and it fuckign pisses me off whenever i have to go to her god fuckign dammit
i mean if i need someone to talk to i go to steph someone who doesnt have to point out whats wrong with me BECUZ I FUCKING KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME
i dont need some 36 yr old stranger telling me and hearing my life story becuz i dont knwo here i could talk to a fucking stick and it wouldnt make a fuckign difference
SHE DOES NOTHING BUT PISS ME OFF BECUZ WHILE THE SUMMER IS COMMING AND THE WEATHER IS FUCKING NICE I HAVE TO GO TO THIS FUCKING ROOM WITH NO WINDOWS AND NO TOYS AND FUCKING LISTEN TO THE SOUNDS OF THOSE STUPID FUCKING WILDERNESS SOUNDS TO CALM PEOPLE DOWN
WELL YOU KNWO WHAT DR TAYLOR SUCK MY MOTHER FUCKING GODNADS BECUZ YOU DONT DO SHIT FOR ME
im not one for complaining BUT IT PISSES ME OFF WHILE EVERYONE IS HAVING FUCKIGN PLANS IM STUCK WITH SOME STUPID FUCKING CUNT ASS BITCH
I MEAN I HAVE TO TAKE AND HORU AND HALF OUT OF MY LIFE SO SOME FUCKING WOMYN CAN TELL ME WHATS WRONG WITH ME? CUZ NO SHE FUCKING DOESNT KNOW HOW I FUCKIGN THINK OR ACT
IM NOT GUNNA BE HER FUCKIGN SCIENCE EXPERIMENT SO SHE CAN TRY THESE NEW DRUGS ON ME BECUZ MY FEELINGS ARE NOT BASED ON THE PILLS I TAKE
IM NOT GUNNA FUCKING TAKE THAT SHIT ANYMORE SO SHE CAN TAKE THE PILLS SHE SUBSCRIBES AND SHOVE IT UP HER FUCKIGN ASS
thats about it - i think i covered every fuckign thing that pissed me off in the last two seconds
then today i was with robyn outside math and i called her loves name out zachaarryyy and i waved and hes like yo who called my name then robyn embarassed me infront of him hahah but its all good - zach is god-
thats about it comment
so me and alex broke up for a week then got back togetehr on sunday then monday he dumps me! well fuck it i blocked him and i hope her has a good fucking life and alex if yer reading this you pushed me out dont expect me to walk back in - and dont go telling shari that i said shit about her becuz you bashed her and i hope you find a girl
thats more mature than i am and who likes to be serious and not joke aorund like i do all the time maybe a girl who knows how to be proper when you take them out instead of me who played around with the salt
and ice cubes and a girl who is just so fuckign perfect you couldnt ask for anything else
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this fuckign week is horrible but thank god i have no fuckign school thursday or friday and this weekend im hanigng out with alex and zac were gunna hang out in cemeteries and such
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so today im trying to get back to my regular without alex (my ex) its hard yea fuckign hard as hell since verything weve been through the hardest part was blocking him knowing that i probably will never speak to him again
well he moves on quickly i know he will with me
then i fucking come home to hear my fuckign mom tell me i have a fuckign therapist
my fuckign therapist is a stupid mother fucking cunt and it fuckign pisses me off whenever i have to go to her god fuckign dammit
i mean if i need someone to talk to i go to steph someone who doesnt have to point out whats wrong with me BECUZ I FUCKING KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME
i dont need some 36 yr old stranger telling me and hearing my life story becuz i dont knwo here i could talk to a fucking stick and it wouldnt make a fuckign difference
SHE DOES NOTHING BUT PISS ME OFF BECUZ WHILE THE SUMMER IS COMMING AND THE WEATHER IS FUCKING NICE I HAVE TO GO TO THIS FUCKING ROOM WITH NO WINDOWS AND NO TOYS AND FUCKING LISTEN TO THE SOUNDS OF THOSE STUPID FUCKING WILDERNESS SOUNDS TO CALM PEOPLE DOWN
WELL YOU KNWO WHAT DR TAYLOR SUCK MY MOTHER FUCKING GODNADS BECUZ YOU DONT DO SHIT FOR ME
im not one for complaining BUT IT PISSES ME OFF WHILE EVERYONE IS HAVING FUCKIGN PLANS IM STUCK WITH SOME STUPID FUCKING CUNT ASS BITCH
I MEAN I HAVE TO TAKE AND HORU AND HALF OUT OF MY LIFE SO SOME FUCKING WOMYN CAN TELL ME WHATS WRONG WITH ME? CUZ NO SHE FUCKING DOESNT KNOW HOW I FUCKIGN THINK OR ACT
IM NOT GUNNA BE HER FUCKIGN SCIENCE EXPERIMENT SO SHE CAN TRY THESE NEW DRUGS ON ME BECUZ MY FEELINGS ARE NOT BASED ON THE PILLS I TAKE
IM NOT GUNNA FUCKING TAKE THAT SHIT ANYMORE SO SHE CAN TAKE THE PILLS SHE SUBSCRIBES AND SHOVE IT UP HER FUCKIGN ASS
thats about it - i think i covered every fuckign thing that pissed me off in the last two seconds
then today i was with robyn outside math and i called her loves name out zachaarryyy and i waved and hes like yo who called my name then robyn embarassed me infront of him hahah but its all good - zach is god-
thats about it comment