May 19, 2004 23:13
everythings been going on lately so if your interested then yea read it
me and alex broke up for the 18th time im completely out of his life and its fucking upsetting but i guess goodbye is goodbye he knows how i feel about him maybe one day things will change maybe not but ill just wait-ill be waiting everyday of my life for alex to walk back in. love shouldnt be this complicated
today in schoooool uh nothings happened except i saw me and robyns obsession and his hand lol
tomoro mother fuckers is the misfits show!!! im gunna also see whats left of the ramones im going with sean but jon cant go becuz hes grounded:( but hes seen them already so its okay
yesterday i chilled with steph and we never really got the fucked up together we smoked a little huffed a little and the funniest thigns were happening like she just walked backwards and fell ino her computer dress and i kept hitting myself
yesterday i almost fell in the lunch room becuz i have oh so much grace?
today after school natasha came over and helped me with science
and im sorry for jumping around from today and tomoro just alots been going on
then when she left i went to sleep and woke up at like 10 45
my emotional status has been pretty high lately its usually not becuz usually im an asshole but its weird lol
oh yea me and robyn were smoking in the bathroom at lunch and fucking kim eisler and her fuckign friend come in and kims like"thanks alot for smoking!" rar and just bitching about smoking whatever fuck her and her friend
rafael has been tryign to help me and alex so i hope everythigns gunna be alright
sean said he put me in his survey and he fucking didnt sean im pretty pissed off at you you lieeeee >:O
ok its enough of that
i wish things were the way they used to be when me and you first met