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i once knew a nigga whose real name was william
his primary concern was making a million
being the illest hustler that the world ever seen
he used to fuck moviestars and sniff coke in his dreams
a corrupted young mind at the age of thirteen
nigga never had a father and his mom was a fiend
she put the pipe down, but for every year she was sober
her sons heart simultaneously grew colder
he started hanging out selling bags in the projects
checking the young chicks looking for hit and run prospects
he was fascinated by material objects
but he understood money never bought respect
he built a reputation cause he could hustle and steal
but got locked up once he didnt hesitate to squeal
so criminals he chilled with didnt think he was real
you see me and niggaz like this have never been equal
i dont project my insecurities at other people
he fiended for props like addicts with pipes and needles
so he felt he had to prove to everyone he was evil
a fever minded young man with infinite potetial
the product of a ghetto breed capatalistic mental
coincidentally dropped out of school to sell weed
dancing with the devil smoked until his eyes would bleed
but he was sick of selling trees and gave in to his greed
everyone trying to be trife never face the consequences
you probably only did a month for minor offenses
ask a nigga doing life if he had another chance
but then again theres always the wicked at new and advanced
dance forever with the devil on a code cell block
but thats what happens when you rape murder and sell rock
devils used to be gods, angels that fell from the top
theres no diversity because were burning in the melting pot
so billy started robbing niggaz anything he could do
hed get his respect back in the eyes of his crew
starting fights over little shit up on the block
stepped up to selling mothers and brothers the crack rock
working overtime for making money for the crack spot
hit the jackpot and wanted to move up to cocaine
fulfilling the scarface fantasy stuck in his brain
tired of the block niggaz treating him the same
he wanted to be major like the cut throats and the thugs
but when he tried to step to em, niggaz showed him no love
they told him any motherfucking coward can sell drugs
any bitch nigga with a gun can bust slugs
any nigga with a red shirt can front like a blood
even puffy smoked a motherfucker up in a club
but only a real thug can stab someone till they die
standing in front of them, staring straight into their eyes
billy realized that these men were well guarded
and they wanted to test him before business started
suggested raping a bitch to prove he was cold hearted
so now he had a choice between going back to his life
or making money with made men up in the cife
his dreams about cars and ice made him agree
a hardcore nigga is all he ever wanted to be
and so he met them friday night at a quarter to three
they drove around the projects slow while it was raining
smoking blunts drinking and joking for entertainment
until they saw a woman on the street walking alone
three in the morning coming back from work on her way home
and so they quietly got out the car and followed her
walking through the projects the darkness swallowed her
they wrapped her shirt around her head and knocked her onto the floor
this is it kid now you got your chance to be raw
so billy choked her up and grapped the chick by the hair
and dragged her into a lobby that had nobody there
she struggled hard but they forced her to go up the stairs
they got to the roof and then held her down on the ground
screaming 'shut the fuck up' and 'stop moving around'
the shirt covered her face but she screamed and clawed
so billy stomped on the bitch, until hed broken her jaw
the dirty bastards knew exactly what they were doing
they kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped moving
blood leaking through the cloth she cried silently
and then they all proceeded to rape her violently
billy was made to go first but each of them took a turn
ripping her up and choking her until her throat burned
a broken jaw mumbled for god but they werent concerned
when they were done and she was lying bloody broken and bruised
one of them niggaz pulled out a brand new twenty-two
they told him that she was a witness of what shed gone through
and if he killed her he was guaranteed a spot in the crew
he thought about it for a minute she was practicly dead
and so he leaned over and put the gun right to her head
right before he pulled the trigger and ended her life
he thought about the cold pain with the platinum and ice
and he felt strong standing along with his new brothers
cocked the gat to her head and pulled back the shirt cover
but what he saw made him start to cringe and stutter
cause he was staring into the eyes of his own mother
she looked back at him and cried cause he had forsaken her
she cried more painfully than when they were raping her
his whole world stopped he couldnt even contemplate
his corruption had succesfully changed his fate
and he remembered how his mom used to come home late
working hard for nothing cause now what was he worth
he turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
and crying out to the sky cause he was lonely and scared
but only the devil responded cause god wasnt there
and right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
and so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
they say death takes you to a better place but i doubt it
after that they killed his mother and never spoke about it
and listen cause the story that im telling is true
cause i was there with billy jacobs and i raped his mom too
and now the devil follows me everywhere that i go
in fact im sure hes standing among one of you at my shows
and every street cypher listening to little thugs flow
he could be standing right next to you and you wouldnt know
so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
because the dance with the devil might last you forever