SMeyer - just, why?

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This is by no means a review - even if I did have the time it's not worth the effort. I guess this is my reaction post after about 4 days of stewing over it all. But I keep answering my flist with comments on their posts and I just feel like I should get it out there you know? *sigh* Anyway, it's all behind the cut although at this point anything

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I would LOVE to read her reaction to the fans reaction. I would literally pay big pay-per-view bucks to see her cry into her money purse.

Even with all of my yammering here, I can honestly say I'm still a bit in shock that this was really it. I was like - 'No... really...' *shakes head* I honestly feel a bit sorry for the fangirls out there who are like OMG!TWILIGHTISMYLIFE! (well, not really, but you know) and I definitely feel bad for those of us who have defended and recommended the series to others. I kinda feel like a fool a bit.

It took me longer to get threw this one by about 6+ reading hours than the rest because I kept stopping to do other things as well. After Book 1 was over I put it down for a few hours when I saw that all of Book 2 was from Jacob's POV. (I love Jacob, but come on! Let the boy run off in the woods - big dramatic exit - and let him get his own life - but OH NOES! He must be tied to Bella Swan forever and ever and ever).

I don't envy you getting threw it but I can't wait until you do. I'm anxious to see your reaction to the REST of the book. It's not a pleasant I can assure you.