i think you're crazy....maybe.

[_chutup]

I'm two weeks deep concerning me running most every day. I'm really finding myself becoming almost addicted to it. So much has been going on lately with school, my new job, and love life (or lack there of), that running has become a sort of release for me. A de-stresser even. I dig.

I feel like I'm finally getting back on top of things. It's been a while since I've felt content with most aspects of my life. I refer to my life as "the square". I have done this for a while, and most likely always will. The square consists of four sectors: Family and friends, Academia and work, free time and hobbies, and love life. Four sections. When the four sections are fulfilled in most ways, I feel happy and complete. I was content with my reasoning until a couple of weeks ago when Jon pointed out that my happiness shouldn't be dependent on this "square". Maybe he's right, or maybe he just hasn't devised his own system yet.

The heart has its reasons, that even reasons aren't aware of.
Hm.
Near my death, I'd like reasons to get a clue.
After these reasons have gotten their clue(s), they need to share with me what the fuck went on my whole life.
Thanks reasons.