Jun 03, 2005 18:19
*sigh* Today has been such a boring day. I think I'll go to bed early so it will be over faster. :(
Yesterday wasn't the best day. The only good part was that I got to see Josh.
I argued with mom a bit and was irritated easily all day. But it seemed like every one wanted to pick on me for some reason. Especially Caitlyn. She has really been pushing my buttons lately and its driving me nuts!!
We had a game yesterday. It didn't go to well. (We lost...big surprise! *rolls eyes*) I am getting worse and worse every day. I can't hit worth crap! And it really makes me mad!!! While I was up to bat yesterday the catcher kept talking to me and it pissed me off! I wanted to slap her in the face!!
And then last night I was getting on the computer and was going to finish up my 4-H picture (I had one more thing to put on it and then I would be done) and I couldn't find it. It somehow got deleted but it isn't in the recycle bin (which hasn't been cleaned out for over a week, and the last time I worked on my picture was the day before yesterday). I was so mad! I had mom come in and help me look for it. We looked for about an hour and still couldn't find it. I don't know where it went, but now I have to start all over again. I was so mad that I cried!! I've been working on it for the last 2 weeks! I was so mad!!
Today hasn't been the best day either. I have felt like no one wants to be around me at all. This morning I got up and made mom and Beth mad at me and they yelled at me. Then Caitlyn told me she hated me. Later on I told mom (3 times) that I was going to go into C-ville with her and to come get me when she left. But she forgot about me and left any way. When she got back I asked why she didn't come get me and she said it was because she never heard me tell her that. *rolls eyes*
And while mom was gone Caitlyn kept telling me to go away from her and that she hated me and she got Kevin to tell me he didn't like me. It really made me mad. So I went in my room and talked to Josh on the phone and she kept coming in there and pestering me.
I don't know what it is with my family lately, but they have loved to make me mad! I wish they would stop. It isn't fun and its making me mad!!
My cousin Michelle leaves for Iraq tomorrow. I'm scared stiff!! I really don't want her to leave. But I can't do anything about it. I wish I could see her again before she leaves, but she lives in Kentucky and I can't get there in time! :P My Grandparents went there for the weekend, I wanted to go too, but mom wouldn't let me. I'm so scared...I don't want anything to happen to her!
Well enough for now, I have to go eat dinner. Tschuss!
I LOVE YOU JOSH!!