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edit. this was probably the best night i've had in a long ass time.
i had a good time last night. it was nice to just let go of everything for awhile.
it was pretty shitty at the end when everybody went to sleep in couples and i went to sleep by myself on the couch though.
i have nobody to share any affection with and it plain sucks.
i miss knowing that it was finally going to work out. it was an ignorant blissful experience on my part and i went along with my make-believe hopes without a second thought. oh well.
(i fall too goddamn hard.)
friends are good people and i feel much love for them.
i had a good time last night. it was nice to just let go of everything for awhile.
it was pretty shitty at the end when everybody went to sleep in couples and i went to sleep by myself on the couch though.
i have nobody to share any affection with and it plain sucks.
i miss knowing that it was finally going to work out. it was an ignorant blissful experience on my part and i went along with my make-believe hopes without a second thought. oh well.
(i fall too goddamn hard.)
friends are good people and i feel much love for them.