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It seems that I will be going back to the city I loved oh so much next month. My whole experience there still seems too surreal, I am ready to enjoy myself even more this time. My bags will be lighter with summer clothing instead of winter coats, this time our California bodies will not be shocked by the cold, nothing will hold us back. Flights will be booked and reservations made next friday.
Today I met a nice boy, I just wish I could know how long he'll be nice before showing his true colors or if I will ever even see him again.
Tonight there was a staff meeting, I got a $50 gift certificate to tower records and a new t-shirt. Sitting there with everybody, I was able to remember why I still work there, these are the people whom I have been fortunate to hang out with while getting payed for the past 6 months. Yes, six months ago today (even if it is a wee bit early), I walked through the doors of that coffee shop for only my second time ever. I was fresh off of a plane from New York and tired from a day of school. This is officially the job I have held for the longest amount of time, however sad that may be. We'll see what happens in the future.
As far as tonight goes, I am very tired, but it's almost as though I am afraid to sleep, like I feel guilty for something, and I think I know what it is.
My car is having issues, it did not want to start tonight and it kept making funny noises.