Mar 30, 2007 22:51
What the hell is going on here? I mature, but leave others behind. They mature, leaving me.
I cannot continue to live like this. Constant expectations, getting hurt. My body rejects everything. How can I get better when I cannot allow myself to do so?
It hurts just thinking about it.
I'm moving out. I'm going to Santa Monica. I don't know if I'll miss a lot of you.