[I wish I'd never seen your face]
Church sucks. My mom acts like I'm supposed to be excited about Church today, because this family that lived in Israel for three years will be talking. They just showed us pictures of Israel, and talked about how Palestinians and Israelis hate eachother because a million years ago, God promised the Israelis the land that Palestinians lived on, and Palestinians won't leave or somthing. TIME MOVES, FOLKS, GET WITH THE PROGRAM.
I want to move far, FAR away. I'm sick of this old shit with acquaintances and family, and Columbia, and Maryland. I really don't think I belong here. I can't stand Columbia. Everyone has lots of friends and they all go to the mall together and they're all happy-pappy whether they'd like to think so or not. They fit together here like a puzzle. Just the way they are. It's difficult for me to associate with such people just because their sociability is so defined and so shaped by the kind of people they're around all the time, and who they've grown with, and it's almost black and white compared to me. Maybe I just never had enough of a variety of friends to be able to bend myself to socialize with a variety of types of people. I always feel like sonmeone's too much like this or that for me to even associate with.
And Maryland just sucks. It's just stupid. Look at it on the map, it's so oddly shaped and boring looking. The only thing going for us is crabs and DC and Baltimore, neither of which are even that great, and I don't eat crabs.
Whatever, I have better things to do than drone about things I can't do anything about.
I want to move far, FAR away. I'm sick of this old shit with acquaintances and family, and Columbia, and Maryland. I really don't think I belong here. I can't stand Columbia. Everyone has lots of friends and they all go to the mall together and they're all happy-pappy whether they'd like to think so or not. They fit together here like a puzzle. Just the way they are. It's difficult for me to associate with such people just because their sociability is so defined and so shaped by the kind of people they're around all the time, and who they've grown with, and it's almost black and white compared to me. Maybe I just never had enough of a variety of friends to be able to bend myself to socialize with a variety of types of people. I always feel like sonmeone's too much like this or that for me to even associate with.
And Maryland just sucks. It's just stupid. Look at it on the map, it's so oddly shaped and boring looking. The only thing going for us is crabs and DC and Baltimore, neither of which are even that great, and I don't eat crabs.
Whatever, I have better things to do than drone about things I can't do anything about.