What a couple of days it's been...
it has been a long time since i last updated...i didnt really know how to start this journal entry so i guess i kina will just let it flow...well school has been really good i just ended the third quarter which means there is barely 2 months left of school and then im done!..i am very excited and i wish other people would be 2 but i guess i am just REALLY excited..lol..well as everyone probably already knows i am going to UF and im going to be a GATOR GIRL! it's the one thing i can say i have earned by myself and noone can take away...my acceptance to my dream school.....i got a new job tutoring little kids after school and i like it alot...i love kids so i really don't mind...so i go to school adn then tutor 10 year olds at feinburg fisher...on mondays and wednesdays i still have MDC which is going good as well...so academics im good...my party was awesome and i hope everyone had as much fun as i did...!! thank you for coming if you came ...and if you didnt ..oh well...home life was bad then good then bad again...my mother is in the hospital again adn we have to move out before i go to college...which is just what i want to do...NOT...w/e i keep thinking to myself i will be in gainesville soon enough...things were bad and i kind of just ignored it but it bothered me so much i needed ppl to talk to...i came to friends for comfort and they helped me as they always do.....well i guess home will have to fix itself with time...i have learned that in time things eventually get better...i have mostly no worries just because i know i will be fine...and that makes me put a smile on my face everyday....it helps me get through school, home, and friends....friends ...wow...lol..my close ones i love to death and they know who they are...but other ones just need to chill out a bit and leave me alone...i feel as if people are shit talking and getting into my business when not needed but what else is new? right? everyone has to have some kind of drama or somehting interesting to talk about...im glad i can help in that aspect....i don't like it here in miami for the most part...i will miss the people i love very much....but i think if i would have stayed here in miami i would have not gotten out alive...im very sorry i have to go..but for my own good it will be the best....im graduating soon and i couldnt be happier i have had enough of high school , ppl, and everything that surrounds it. i changed alot and im very proud of myself...i do not let ppl walk over me as much and i think it was a big step for me to step up to come of my friends who did....friends could be better but as some ppl say" friends come and go all the time" so no worries....home, school, college, life....overalll its been good cas i am so excited...i got in the mail a preview information booklet for UF so i plan to go during the summer ....im most likely rooming with stephanie corcos ...she is a very nice girl and im very glad i will be rooming with her...so good things to come but not good thigns now...like i say time will pass and it will get better in every aspect....im at work now and i look at these kids and i wish i could have known what i know now then....wellllll....i think what mrs legree said is very smart...she told me somehting the other day that was really interesting....don't cry because it is over, but smile cause it happened...that can have a lot of meanings and i agree with that saying very much....scholars is going good...the brunch is coming up..along with the phi beta chi field trip...WOOT! FCAT field trips...hahah...and senior brunch...scholars brunch ...grad nite and prom...then GRADUATING!!! 10 am jackie gleason!!! oh man i can't wait!!!g-ville in 2 weeks!!!! wooootttttt!!!=) that is the one place where i know i will be happy and i can start over=))))