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tonight was good. i talked alot and got all my frustrations about katie out. this morning was hurtful and bad. it all ended up to be a stupid lie but i tripped cause my heart is still sensitive with things like this. i didnt know love could be this powerful. i didnt know i could actually love someone this much. this feeling has overtaken everything. he doesnt know just how much i love him. will we ever get back to how we were? who knows. but i cant seem to get over him, or even begin to. <3 my biggest thing i need to do is not get over him but learn how to be okay with not being with him. i dont think i will ever get over him completley, maybe i will. idk but all i know is that i love that kid more than anything in this world. i didnt know that it was possible, but it is. <3 anyways, i love my friends so much too. they seriously catch me when i fall and i dont know how i would survive in this world without them. to all you guys, you are my crutch and i love you to death. <3 tomorrow night is PARTY TIME. :D kim and frankies last night, there will be alcohol. <3 im tired n kinda grouchy so im gonna go to bed.
Mike wrote on my back with lotion one night he was giving me a massage. He grabbed my throw away camera and took a pic and told me I wouldnt find out what he wrote til I got my pictures developed. <3 Makes my heart skip a beat.
Mike wrote on my back with lotion one night he was giving me a massage. He grabbed my throw away camera and took a pic and told me I wouldnt find out what he wrote til I got my pictures developed. <3 Makes my heart skip a beat.