so, anyway. some things have come to my attention recently that are actually so fucking retarded i feel that i have to make some sort of public statement against them. i'm still wiping tears of laughter away over this one...
first of all, let me say... get the fuck off your cross. you're not a martyr, no matter how much you wish it was so. things didn't work out between us... get the fuck over it. stop lying- i've called you maybe three times in the last month. don't try to tell people that i'm the one keeping you from moving on by calling you all the time. the only reason i called you last night was because you seem to be incapable of actually sending my tax documents. i've obviously moved on, and the last thing i need to do is waste my time calling you.
and, as for moving on... stop it with the "i need to warn charles about brittany" crap. i think it's funny that you've always hated him, but now you want to tell him what a terrible person i am? you were the one who always talked shit about him in the past. you tried your hardest to make me think that he was a bad person. and now that that has failed, you're trying to turn him against me. the thing is, even you should be able to realize that he's a very intelligent person. if i was such a horrible person, i'm sure that he would have recognized it by now. the thing is... i'm not a bad person. you're just pissy because someone loves me for who i am. there was someone out there who could accept me without needing to make adjustments to my personality. nothing is going to come between the two of us, so you can knock it off. talking shit to mutual friends is going to get you nowhere. we're happy together, and that's all that really matters. there's nothing you can tell him that he doesn't already know. so if you're so concerned about his wellbeing, feel free to drop an email... i'm sure it will be amusing.
anyway. i'm going to go finish laughing now.
p.s. life is fucking amazing right now. dark eden heads into the studio in may, alexis and i are going down to miami that month, as well. charles, alexis and i are going to tampa to stay with mykill from sister kill cycle for the fetishcon in august, and i'm demanding to go to europe this christmas.
oh, yeah... in case you're all wondering what's become of me, add my new journal...
thedevilsrobot.
ciao, bitches.
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