breakin my back just to know your name.

[_chasta]

my weekend plans have like completely gone to shit. My cuz changed the Lansing dates from Friday to Saturday. My goergous boy has plans on sat. so he cant go, corrine has to work so she cant go. Sooo Im not going now, cause then if I do go Im stuck by myself with a bunch of trashed college guys.. and.. yeah.. I think I'll pass on that one. Tomorrow after school I gotta go get more contacts cause some boy I know told me I look goofy in glasses, so I hardly ever ever ever wear them. lol. Then after that I gotta go to coops dad's house, so coop, her dad, my mom, and I can have dinner and explain to them why were such "druggies, alcoholics, and whores" wow what fun... were scared :( Then.. thursday after school, I was thinkin about goin to see that amazing boy for our way overdue picture day and then we could..... shhh nvm.. if im wanted over that is. Then Friday... I can be gone all day till whenever... so I thought if he didnt make other plans.. we could hang n stuff? possibly? Then Sat. and Sunday, I can be gone all day till 5... really fuckin lame, but Im sure I can get out of it to do other shit with whoever. Kerri was givin me a really hard fuckin time today in school during 1st hour, about how I've "changed" and how Im "constantly getting drunk" I really have no clue wtf shes talking about I get drunk every now and then, its not like im an alcoholic. And about how im such a "whore" when I didnt realize you were a whore when you've only fucked one person... I wonder what she considers herself then? Anyways.. we should be getting snow sooooon.. I cant wait to snowboard again with coop. yay. Kristen Tice cut her fucking hair.... omgggggg.. its not that short, but its shorter then it used to be, way shorter, its really sad, I worshiped her hair. It was the coolest orange hair ever. I miss that amazing boy of mine, lots :( Well Im goin to.. idk.. do something.. or whatever.

layterrrr

I <3 That Amazing Boy Lotz :)