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I'm tougher than this, goddammit!
Why am I falling apart?
I'm so tired of all this. Just tired of everything. Tired of my life. Tired of the stupid decisions I seem to be an expert at making. Tired of feeling like no one wants me around. Tired of looking for answers to this stupid problem that I've created.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm never going to be the same again, because I'm not going to be the same ever again.
I miss the old me.
I'm sorry this journal has turned into Kelsey's cryfest.
Why am I falling apart?
I'm so tired of all this. Just tired of everything. Tired of my life. Tired of the stupid decisions I seem to be an expert at making. Tired of feeling like no one wants me around. Tired of looking for answers to this stupid problem that I've created.
I'm tired of feeling like I'm never going to be the same again, because I'm not going to be the same ever again.
I miss the old me.
I'm sorry this journal has turned into Kelsey's cryfest.