Confessions of a Dangerously Weird Week

[_charmed_eyes_]

Wow, I have so much to catch up on. I just got back to the penthouse from the Manor. I stayed a few extra days because I didn't really feel so well after everything that had happened, and the thought of having to explain everything to Cole from the top was not in anyway appealing. I just needed a few days of peace. I'm back, now, though, and I

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[cole_turner]

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I...there was a spell, Phoebe. I guess you were affected as well. I was hoping you were out of its range, but....

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[_charmed_eyes_]

Gnome spell?

Wait...how did you know about it?

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[cole_turner]

It seems a good portion of Wolfram and Hart...and your family...were affected by it.

Including me.

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[_charmed_eyes_]

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Who?

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[cole_turner]

Prue.

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[_charmed_eyes_]

I see.

I....

Yeah.

Fucking hell.

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[cole_turner]

I'm so sorry, love. It was only the spell that made us do it. I'd never....

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[_charmed_eyes_]

Cole, I understand this, but, hell, she's my sister.

My DEAD sister.

You tell me what I'm supposed to be feeling.

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[cole_turner]

Well, what about me? You come home and tell me you had a fabulous day of sex with a slayer? How am I supposed to feel?

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[_charmed_eyes_]

Fair enough, fair enough. I just feel insecure because, unlike Kennedy, you knew my sister before, whereas I didn't really know my "Valentine." I just feel...squicked out. How can I face Prue after this?

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[cole_turner]

I know...I'm sorry, love. This isn't easy for me, either. It wasn't something any of us wanted to happen. This spell has been causing a lot of embarrassment and pain. Maybe that was the point.

And Prue doesn't feel any better than us. She's having problems with Andy right now because of the whole situation. If there was someway I could undo it...you know I would.

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[_charmed_eyes_]

Where does this leave us now? I don't know where to go from here, who to get mad at...

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[cole_turner]

I don't want this to come between us. Neither of us were in control of our actions, so to blame each other would be pointless. It would let whoever did this to us win.

I love you, Phoebe. I know you can feel that.

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[_charmed_eyes_]

Of course I can feel it, Cole. I can always feel it.

I don't want our relationship to suffer from this, either. Let's just...try to move on, okay?

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[cole_turner]

All right.

Will try not to imagine just what you were doing with the Slayer in Cleveland.

But...you said it gets more complicated?

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[_charmed_eyes_]

Let's just sit on this for a minute. I'll tell you the rest in a little while, but you've exhausted me. I need to lay down for a bit. Lie down with me?