Listen.
Its like the beginning. The addiction, the depression, the longing, the wanting, the addiction. Its like the beginning. Constantly thinking about it, constantly wanting, driving yourself crazy over it. The addiction.
I havent seen sarah or anyone in over two weeks. Over two weeks. I miss her. Volleyball starts soon, that will be good, although we havent taken that class yet...
there is so much going on i wouldnt know where to start let alone know what to say right now.
right now im all over the place, yesterday/last night had to be the greatest ever but this morning it all came down crashing hard so honestly i dont know where i am or what is going on my head is going a 100mph and its all i can do to hold back the tears so I will play this song over and over again and try to hold myself together and remind myself to hold on just a while longer
so i will keep playing this song and watch each min that passes by, think about how your all thats on my mind and wonder if your feeling what im feeling
why arent you here?
I havent seen sarah or anyone in over two weeks. Over two weeks. I miss her. Volleyball starts soon, that will be good, although we havent taken that class yet...
there is so much going on i wouldnt know where to start let alone know what to say right now.
right now im all over the place, yesterday/last night had to be the greatest ever but this morning it all came down crashing hard so honestly i dont know where i am or what is going on my head is going a 100mph and its all i can do to hold back the tears so I will play this song over and over again and try to hold myself together and remind myself to hold on just a while longer
so i will keep playing this song and watch each min that passes by, think about how your all thats on my mind and wonder if your feeling what im feeling
why arent you here?