Old Friend
Far too long have I gone without hanging with Conor. Today, I got online and he and I were talking and so we set up a lunch date. So we went to one of the Sith hang outs. We had lunch and a few great talks about our current feelings on things. Mainly old friends, new enemies. I mentioned how my oldest friends, have become my newest enemies. He told me its funny how things turn out. We discussed how sick people are. I told him how Jeremy called me and asked if I pranked him. We both kind of laughed because he's trying to find out who it was, when hima nd his friends spend their nights pranking people non stop. They're only leading eachother to disaster. We discussed how at times we miss the summer, and how I had brought everyone together. But then we remember where everyone is now. Lies only bring the downfall of men. We discussed how towards the school year everything began to go raw. The factions began. The turn on Bretts selfishness. The broken alliance with Michael. The fading alliance with Jeremy. I mentioned to Conor that he was my only real friend. And he replied, "I knew it all along." He and I are such great friends. I think the reason that when we fight, we fight big is because he and I are total opposite. He's the more calm, rational one. Where I'm the more open, hostile, as I was called, one. He's an amazing friend. And through this all, he is honestly the only one who made a true effort. Jeremy said its not like I made an effort either to be friends, but in case he doesn't remember, I stated, "I won't make the effort. You guys can if you want to be friends." And even after that I apologized and said I was wrong. Which, none of them deserved one. Michael and Brett had gone behind my back long before it all fell to pieces. I was told today that Michael and Brett in fact thought I was a jerk before it all collapsed. I guess they need to step back and look in a mirror of who they are and who they're friends with. But I'd like to thank Conor. He showed me a great time, and he made me feel so much better about my recent thoughts. Thanks old friend.