thank god for your true freinds
this is annoying. i spend so much time trying to please and befreind people who i genuinely like, only to continuously be not only denied of their approval, but also completely despised by them. i just dont know what to do anymore. i'm always being judged. i'm always being shit talked. and i guess i've always known that...but it still hurts to be reminded of it. i love choreographing, but i dread going to 4th hour b/c most people either dont care, or dislike me, or just simply dont respect me. its not fair, and i feel so defenseless.
i dont know what i'd do if i didnt have my freinds outside of western. with out them, i'd have no one to trust.
thank you to those who show at least a little respect and interest. its comforting to know that not EVERYONE hates me...or at least, so it seems...
i dont know what i'd do if i didnt have my freinds outside of western. with out them, i'd have no one to trust.
thank you to those who show at least a little respect and interest. its comforting to know that not EVERYONE hates me...or at least, so it seems...