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i figure its time for an update.
this summer i've been to two shows. 311/snoop dogg & then metal mayhem. it was fun.
idk whats going on with me and eric. were together, but we're not? its complicated. i just wish i'd get to talk to him more than once or twice a week now.
ive given into temptations, ones too hard to resist. ones that i really should have stayed away from, cause now i cant stop.
i've almost completely lost my mind. i prefer not to be alone caught up in my thoughts.
boston or manchester. its a big descision.
oh, and i got my g.e.d. finally!
i need a better job. i'm in desperate need of more pay.
my weight loss had halted. my progress has started to regress.
i'm out of cigarettes and have completely lost it.
i miss wrestling.
my court shit in ma is completely cleared up, i just have to take care of my nh shit now.
ive had a migraine all day.
i feel more alone now than i have in years... and thats saying a lot.
fuck this shit, florida's loking good again.
maybe cali this time.
i just need to get away, and nothing is helping weigh my descision to stay here.