you live the lifestyle...whatever that means

[_cellar_door_]

hung out with gen and the boys today. while gen and i were eating our uh...fatburgers we got to talking and she was telling me how cool i was. Every now and again people start telling me these kinds of things and they catch me off guard. Like, its weird to argue with them, its like arguing away free money. but at the same time i don't quite understand what it is that people see in me that is so cool. Not to say i think i'm a total fucking loser and i hate myself. I don't think that. but i really don't know what it is that people like about me either, at least not to merit me as "really cool" or whatever. i look around me and feel so blessed to have people who don't mind being around me.
I'm babbling...no i'm not babbling. i just thought i had a much more eloquent way of saying what it is i wanted to say. Evidently, i don't. So i'm gonna stop making noise now, and go search for some P2P software to take up space on my nice new computer.