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ignoring the fact that i havent updated in a while...
Today i went downtown expecting to swallow my anger and pay good money to see a movie i didnt want to see (spiderman2) with people i really dislike (labbies). that didnt happen. Instead I ran into Josh and David and followed them to a 15 dollar party that we didnt go to and then to a bar. with no intention of drinking i somehow found myself victim to a white russian and a beer. long story short, I'm sober now and get the feeling i'mgoing to have my first hangover ever tomorrow morning.
the strange thing is though, having never really hung out with josh or david very much and never completley by myself, i had a realy great time. it took a little while but soon we were laughing and making fun of each other like we were the closest buddies in the world. the fact that im only finding this out now makes me sad. i don't want them to go to college! not without me...fuck what am i going to do next year???
there's so much more to say and os much more going on but...I'm going to keep it with me. I doubt anyone gives a flying shit about my little social world anyway.
Today i went downtown expecting to swallow my anger and pay good money to see a movie i didnt want to see (spiderman2) with people i really dislike (labbies). that didnt happen. Instead I ran into Josh and David and followed them to a 15 dollar party that we didnt go to and then to a bar. with no intention of drinking i somehow found myself victim to a white russian and a beer. long story short, I'm sober now and get the feeling i'mgoing to have my first hangover ever tomorrow morning.
the strange thing is though, having never really hung out with josh or david very much and never completley by myself, i had a realy great time. it took a little while but soon we were laughing and making fun of each other like we were the closest buddies in the world. the fact that im only finding this out now makes me sad. i don't want them to go to college! not without me...fuck what am i going to do next year???
there's so much more to say and os much more going on but...I'm going to keep it with me. I doubt anyone gives a flying shit about my little social world anyway.