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when sam was here she said to me "chrystina, why don't you post anymore?" and when I told her it was because I have nothing to post about she said "Well make something up." So.. yeah. Some's real, some's not.
I've fallen in love. Heart racing, can't think straight, nervous, all that.
I feel like I'm being crushed when I'm not surronded by a thousand people.
I can never bring myself to do my school work. But when I don't do it, I feel so much busier than when I actually do it.
I miss Greece. Not just the country itself but the... I don't know. I can't word it. Um. Just like.. Everyone smiles and is kind enough and I'm left alone for the most part but I don't speak the same language so I never feel akward or anything.
I'm really angry.
I've fallen in love. Heart racing, can't think straight, nervous, all that.
I feel like I'm being crushed when I'm not surronded by a thousand people.
I can never bring myself to do my school work. But when I don't do it, I feel so much busier than when I actually do it.
I miss Greece. Not just the country itself but the... I don't know. I can't word it. Um. Just like.. Everyone smiles and is kind enough and I'm left alone for the most part but I don't speak the same language so I never feel akward or anything.
I'm really angry.