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i have plans.
i think i have plans.
this school year is ending on a bad note of i don't know how to go about my lifeeee. i'm so glad that it wasn't senior year because i'm nowhere near ready to do anything myself.
i really need to start focusing on myself in the longrun rather than the here and now but i know i'll work it out. family gives faith. and by family i mean my cousin ryan.
i'm supposed to get ice cream with kangi and see dan tomorrow but eh, we'll see. friday is beach day with leigh and hopefully i can get some tim time for the weekend rather than my mickvaness camping plans. i'm happy about who i've been with lately, i've seen a lot of my nh friends and i feel bad that i forget about them as often as i do.
i need a small vacation from life, if that makes any sense. i'm looking forward to seeing certain people this summer, berto asked me if i was interested in going in on a house for a week at the beach so that was really really nice. my idol knows the love of my life and i'm a little weirded out but hey! small world!
i feel a little empty yet overwhelmed lately. i wish my family would make some attempt to call me or anything but they haven't and it's taking its toll on me. i love my sister caitlin to death but let's face it she sucks at calling back. i talked to her 2 fridays ago when i was driving around with mick but that just isn't enough. i need to be able to vent to the right people and not many fit the criteria/i don't want to burden a random with my weighty emotions. gay.
i think i have plans.
this school year is ending on a bad note of i don't know how to go about my lifeeee. i'm so glad that it wasn't senior year because i'm nowhere near ready to do anything myself.
i really need to start focusing on myself in the longrun rather than the here and now but i know i'll work it out. family gives faith. and by family i mean my cousin ryan.
i'm supposed to get ice cream with kangi and see dan tomorrow but eh, we'll see. friday is beach day with leigh and hopefully i can get some tim time for the weekend rather than my mickvaness camping plans. i'm happy about who i've been with lately, i've seen a lot of my nh friends and i feel bad that i forget about them as often as i do.
i need a small vacation from life, if that makes any sense. i'm looking forward to seeing certain people this summer, berto asked me if i was interested in going in on a house for a week at the beach so that was really really nice. my idol knows the love of my life and i'm a little weirded out but hey! small world!
i feel a little empty yet overwhelmed lately. i wish my family would make some attempt to call me or anything but they haven't and it's taking its toll on me. i love my sister caitlin to death but let's face it she sucks at calling back. i talked to her 2 fridays ago when i was driving around with mick but that just isn't enough. i need to be able to vent to the right people and not many fit the criteria/i don't want to burden a random with my weighty emotions. gay.