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damn when i get bored im addicted to fucking livejournal! its like i sit around and think of some exciting things to put in this thing that i know nobody will care about. damn. anyways i just got done dying my hair for the fifth time in the past two days! thats ridiculous! my hair has CHUNKED out of my head from dying it this much and i never learn. damn im dumb. but it looks alot better, i had a few missed spots because my sister did it and she didnt know what she was doing. so now it looks better.
i lied to you all. i sayd i was never ever ever drinking or doing drugs again and i lied so bad because the day later its all i was doing. i got really trashed and almost died again and loved it in some sick way. and im still smoking my weed and you know .. its fucked. i love doing drugs and just getting so messed up i dont know whats going on and my vision is totally shot! oh man i fucking live for that!! <3
friday i started going out with this "MC Protocol" and i dumped him today because i cant stand him! with all his "yo's" and "hay dawgs" i seriously wanted to kill myself! damn i dont mix well with these gangster kids at all.
and now for something completely different - i need to have sex! lately ive been this big ball of hormones and i go out and aimlessly walk the streets to take my mind off the topic. that sucks hardcore! oh man ihate hormones! they fuck you up so bad .. like they make you horney and then you sleep with someone you know you dont really like and someone that you'd probally never ever would have fucked but you do it anyway to cure the craving .. its like a highly addictive drug - heroin! oof fuck that shit.
i lied to you all. i sayd i was never ever ever drinking or doing drugs again and i lied so bad because the day later its all i was doing. i got really trashed and almost died again and loved it in some sick way. and im still smoking my weed and you know .. its fucked. i love doing drugs and just getting so messed up i dont know whats going on and my vision is totally shot! oh man i fucking live for that!! <3
friday i started going out with this "MC Protocol" and i dumped him today because i cant stand him! with all his "yo's" and "hay dawgs" i seriously wanted to kill myself! damn i dont mix well with these gangster kids at all.
and now for something completely different - i need to have sex! lately ive been this big ball of hormones and i go out and aimlessly walk the streets to take my mind off the topic. that sucks hardcore! oh man ihate hormones! they fuck you up so bad .. like they make you horney and then you sleep with someone you know you dont really like and someone that you'd probally never ever would have fucked but you do it anyway to cure the craving .. its like a highly addictive drug - heroin! oof fuck that shit.